Angkat Berat

First time mengangkat boxes yang banyak dan berat. Half dari 29 boxes dari supplier tu, aku sorang je yang angkat since driver takde, boss takde, member lain pergi holiday. Member sorang lagi ni pregnant 5-6 bulan. Takkan nak suruh dia tolong angkat kot. Iskk, tak boleh, tak boleh. 

Disebabkan energy dah banyak terbuang, aku jadi LAPAR. Nak makan NASI lah. Tapi seluar dah kotor, so aku pergi pharmacy beli snacks and air Vico 2 kotak. 

Tangan aku dah merah-merah dan bergetar-getar sebab mengangkat boxes tersebut. Hm. Kesian aku.

7 Ways To Tell Your Boyfriend You Cheated . .

Hey guys!

I would like to share some info about CHEATING.

This info is for anyone out there who cheated but afraid to tell your partner about your dishonesty.

1. KEEP CALM

When you are trying to tell your boyfriend you cheated on him, you've got to make sure that you stay calm.  This means not getting into hysteric and crying right away. That can probably come later, but you want to stay calm at first, because truthfully, this is something that you did and you have to own up to it.

2. DON'T DO IT IN PUBLIC

Never ever to defuse the situation or manipulate his response by doing it in public. While his reaction might not be the best in the world, you've got to face it. You've got to make sure to tell your boyfriend you cheated in private. It's a private matter and no matter how he reacts, he has the to find out in private versus in public.

3. B HONEST

When you are dealing with cheating, you've got to be upfront and honest with your boyfriend. You want to make sure you tell your boyfriend you cheated as honestly as possible. How long ago was it, what night was it, who was it? These all are questions that he is going to ask about you and you want to make sure that you can be honest about them.

4. BE OUTRIGHT

When you do finally find a way to tell your boyfriend you cheated, be direct and outright. You don't want to beat the around the bush and just mention that you have something to talk to him about. You want to make sure that you are totally outright with him. Just tell him that you cheated, spit it out.

5. HAVE A PLAN

As you figure out how to tell your boyfriend you cheated on him, you have to make sure you have a plan. Don't do it after a nice dinner and just before you part ways. Instead, why not just go over by house, be direct and open and just tell him. Have a plan, but make sure that the plan includes you being forthright.

6. REALIZE YOU HURT HIM

Girls, you have to understand that when you learning how to tell your boyfriend you cheated on him and you finally spit it out, you are going to hurt him. It is just something natural, something that is going to happen. You hurt him. You're going to hurt him and there might not be anything that you can do to make him feel better.

7. UNDERSTAND HE MIGHT NEED TIME

Finally girls, the last thing that you'll need to understand when you are telling your boyfriend you cheated on him is that he might need time. He might need time away from you, time to separate from you, time that you aren't around. You have to give him it , no matter how hard it is. 

Anyway for those who read this, cheating is not good. It can cause a lot of pain, hurt and downright anger. It happens though and if you're guilty about cheating, you've got to find out the right ways to tell your boyfriend/girlfriend about it instead of skirting the issue. GOOD LUCK ! ^^

Sources : http://love.allwomenstalk.com

The saddest part in my life

Semalam hari pertama saya bekerja di Centre Point Bookshop Miri as an Admin Assistant for three months before saya jadi permanent staff. Semalam merupakan bad day saya. Disebabkan semalam saya dan rakan sekerja saya terpaksa menyiapkan tender untuk 5 company, so kitorang terpaksa balik lambat. Saya ingatkan memang akan siap tengah malam. Syukur puji Tuhan sebab tender akhirnya berjaya disiapkan awal walaupun tak lah seawal mana, iaitu pukul 8.30pm. My sister tunggu saya di bawah office dari pukul 5:00pm. Huhu. 30 minit sebelum tender siap, my mum call and membebel. Macam-macam yang mak bebelkan. Benda yang paling saya ingat sampai sekarang ialah my mum cakap saya ni "Menyusahkan". Saya beritahu mak saya "Sebab tu lah aku taknak sapa-sapa drive aku balik atau ambik aku dari tempat kerja. Aku taknak menyusahkan korang, benda macam ni yang aku taknak". 

Kebetulan pulak malam semalam hujan lebat, confirm saya kena marah teruk bila sampai rumah. Tapi tekaan saya salah. Saya tak kena marah pun, sebaliknya saya di ignored. Saya panggil ayah saya nak mintak remote control tapi saya di ignored. Saya sedih, saya masuk bilik and menangis. Bila airmata dah kering, saya keluar bilik untuk basuh muka and then pergi tidur. 

Keesokan harinya, saya tengah bersiap untuk bertolak. Saya sempat masak nasi goreng untuk breakfast. Saya duduk di sofa, tunggu adik saya keluar bilik untuk menghantar saya ke bus stand. Masa nak bertolak tu, my mum cakap "Ko ni sempat bus ke tak. Dah tahu nak pergi awal, tak reti-reti nak siap awal". Saya jawab "Aku dah siap awal dah. Aku tunggu korang. Bukannyer aku yang drive kereta. Tak habis-habis nak salahkan aku". 

Lepas tu, dalam kereta saya tanya mak tak kasi duit ke. Adik cakap dia tak tahu. Dia nampak duit tambang tu je kat situ. Oke fine, saya takde duit nak makan. Hm. Saya nak nangis tapi saya tahan je. Saya taknak nampak lemah depan adik saya. Bus pun sampai, saya cepat-cepat masuk dalam bus and then nangis puas-puas secara senyap-senyap. Saya taknak penumpang dalam bus tu tahu atau dengar.

Saya tak tahu apa dosa saya.

Adakah saya berdosa sebab bekerja dan balik lambat dari office?

Adakah saya berdosa sebab nak drive diri-sendiri pergi kerja?

Adakah saya betul-betul menyusahkan mereka sepanjang 21 tahun saya hidup?

Saya sayang mereka. Saya taknak mereka susah sebab saya. Sebab itulah tujuan utama saya dapatkan licence kereta. Itu saja sebabnya. Tapi mereka tak faham saya. Ataupun maybe saya yang tak faham mereka?

Justin Bieber - As Long As You Love Me ft. Big Sean

I'm not fan of Justin Bieber because he has that "Gay Look". Haha. But I have to admit that this music video is really awesome. This is a music video from Justin Bieber which is the only one of my favorite music videos. I love the way he look, the way he dance. He looks very mature in this music video. Now I feel like I want to marry Justin Bieber. Haha! Anyway, to Justin Bieber: keep on trying to make a music video like this because I'm sure fans who do not like you will begin to love you .. :)

Lari Hostel !

Entry kali ini saya nak tujukan khas untuk "abang" si bongok. Err, abang lah sangat. Saya baru kenal dia Rabu malam (21 Aug 2012). Masa tu nak pergi lunch dengan Elsie dan Am. Sebelum nak pergi tu, kami singgah dulu kat rumah dorang kat Senadin. Sampai je kat rumah tu, dalam hati "Oke fine. Rumah yang sangat comel. Kecik jee". Ingatkan kat dalam dia buruk ataupun dalam bahasa saintifik nyer "Selekeh". Tapi tekaan saya salah. Bila pintu terbuka je, saya nampak set TV dan sofa hitam. Dalam hati "Shit! Sofa idaman aku". Oke fine, saya jealous sudaa.. Hmm, sabar jelah.

SKIP >>

Malam:

Elsie yang pergi jalan-jalan dengan Am, call saya. Dia cakap malam ni kitorang tidur rumah "abang" si bongok ni. Oke, aku terus pack barang. Selesai je packing, nah, hambek ko. Barang yang saya bawak penuh satu bag. Padahal plan nak tidur satu malam je. Tapi barang saya macam nak tidur 2 malam. Haha! Then kitorang pergi dinner and nak cari kedai makan Halal yang ada nasi. Cari punya cari tapi tak jumpa. Last last dinner kat McDonald's. Huh! Dinner lah sangat.

Ha, part ni lah saya cerita nih. Masa kat McDonald's tu, Elsie dan Am nak pergi toilet untuk cuci tangan. So, kat meja tu tinggallah saya dan si "abang" tu je. 

>> Silence >> Silence >> and Silence .......

Masing-masing senyap sambil menikmati hidangan dari McDonald's. Oke fine, saya dah mula rasa awkward. Haha! Asal dia senyap doe? Bongok, ke-silence-san dia buat saya rasa awkward gilerr..

SKIP >>

Habis je tengok movie kat cinema, kitorang balik rumah. Dalam kepala saya dah terbayang katil dah. Tapi  sampai je kat rumah diorang, saya terpaksa tidur kat sofa sebab takde pilihan lain. Huhu. Tapi kaannn you ols, I dapat selimut yang selesa giler plus wangi. Hee :)

Esok pagi (22 Aug 2012)
Bangun awal and semangat nak pergi kerja. Huh! Semangat lah sangat. Pukul 9am pon masih duduk kat sofa and tengok diorang main dengan Hitam (kucing). Haha! Tapi kejap je lepak, pukul 9 something, kitorang dah gerak pergi office. Opps! Sebelum pergi office, kita pergi bungkus breakfast dulu okee :) Lepas habis bungkus breakfast, Elsie dapat SMS dari *ttuuuuutt* .. SMS tersebut berbunyi "Piak. Ngambik MC duai and submit bak EO pegilak k".. 

TRANSLATION: "Ohh macam tu. Ambik MC and submit dekat EO esok k". 

Dalam hati "Whatever" ..

SKIP >> 

Petang tu, kitorang pergi E-Mart untuk beli movie (err paham tak? Kalau tak paham, baca lagi sampai paham ea).. 5 jenis movie kitorang beli. Sampai je kat rumah, saya dan si "abang" layan 2 movie iaitu Zombie dan satu lagi The Hunger Games. Makin lama, rumah tu makin gelap. Pergh ! Dah macam tengok movie kat cinema doe. Haha! Oke, sedikit keajaiban berlaku apabila movie ke-2 start, masa tu lah saya dan si "abang" dah mula berborak. Huh! Berborak lah sangat.

Lepas dinner, kitorang berdua sambung balik. Oke finee, 5 movie tu kitorang boleh habiskan dalam satu malam je. Haha! Movie ke3 ialah The Silent House. Tapi tak boleh nak layan sampai habis sebab CD tu rosak. Urghh! Takpe lah. Kitorang tengok movie ke4 iaitu Rec. Bila movie tu start je, lagu dia dah lain macam je saya dengar. Dia sebut "amor". Oke finee, cerita ni dalam bahasa Spanish (spanish kan?). Huhu. Kitorang berdua layan je. Tengah excited nak layan, tiba-tiba ada Translator duduk sebelah saya. Erkk? Haha! Dari awal movie tu sampai lah habis, dia dok translate. Kalau translate betul-betul, takpe gak. Ni dok translate yang bukan-bukan, and dalam bahasa Melayu Sarawak pulak tu. Haha! Sengal giler. 

SKIP >>

Oke, cerita saya habis kat sini je you ols. I nak balik kerja. Jam menunjukkan lagi 10 minit nak pukul 5pm. Last sekali, saya nak sampaikan something kat si "abang" bongok a.k.a Afiq tu. Ni kira wasiat lah. Hee :)

Just nak cakap, jangan terlalu mudah percayakan orang. And jangan M.A.L.A.S!! Kalau buat assignment tu, jangan lah gatal-gatal layan Facebook yang dah bertukar jadi stupid timeline tu. Urghh! Sesungguhnya saya benci facebook tersebut. Akhir kata dari beta, Belia Benci Dadah. Bersatu kita teguh, bercerai kita roboh.

Sorry tak dapat join korang pergi Bekenu. Ayang busy lah, you. Haha! Whatever.

>> Oke, sekian wasiat dari saya. Ada jodoh, jumpa lagi. Annyeong-haseyo dan Salam Satu Malaysia >>

.....Tajuk entry takda kena mengena dengan post. Maaf masa tu, sistem down. Nak tukar balik tapi malas sebab nampak menarik. (menarik lah sangat). ALASAN SEMATA-MATA. K bai.