Thursday, March 8, 2012

My Online Experience

A few weeks ago, I had a harrowing, enlightening experience that, believe me or not, it's nearly made me change my name. It was one of those moments when you realised that you have either take full responsibility for some idiotic foolishness you had committed when you were much younger, or forever wallow in mysterious anonymity and claim, "That wasn't me".

I had been curious as to what would happen if I googled my full name in quotes for some time. I wanted to try it but I was so scared. I remembered I had created the Yahoo! profile years ago, back when Hotmail was still everyone's favorite webmail service and Google had not yet become a verb. I was impulsive and idealistic, and so my description of myself at the time was perfect. Then I forgot all about Yahoo! and moved on.

Unfortunately, yahoo! did not forget about me. I can only guess how many people have googled me over the years and read that Yahoo! profile. I know folks do it because I often do it myself, whenever I need to do some research associate, or even when I meet someone new, I always turn to Google to do some digging. HAHA! Who doesn't? Photos, blogs, Yahoo! profiles, it's all there. Thankfully, my Yahoo! profile was the only embarrassing piece of persona I found online about myself. Not so for many other folk, so I've been told. When someone mentions your name in their blog, it shows up on Google. When your school publishes the name of the players on its football team, the show up on Google. No matter how careful you are about preserving your anonymity online, you will be Googled.

The only way you can stay nameless is if you are a complete and utter recluse with no friends to write about you, no family to take photos with you and no bosses or co-workers to tell something about you.

Diamond

Semua wanita atau perempuan sukakan Diamond. Kenapa? Kerana bagi mereka, Diamond sangat cantik dan mahal. Bak kata orang putih "very expensive". Diamond boleh dikatakan perhiasan yang sangat berharga bagi mereka. Di sini saya tekankan perkataan "MEREKA" kerana saya terkecuali. Saya tak minat sangat barang-barang kemas ni. Saya lebih suka aksesori macam gelang. Gelang biasa-biasa je. Macam gelang yang Avril Lavigne pakai tu. Baru rock! Diamond tak kena dengan jiwa saya. HAHA!

Okay, back to the topic. Diamond.......
Airmata juga boleh di anggap sebagai diamond. Pelik tapi benar. Kenapa? Kerana airmata kita sangat berharga seperti diamond. (mungkin). 

(..................merapu lagi)

Thursday, March 1, 2012

We Won !!

FESNI + FESKOTT 2012

We won both Fesni & feskott !
The last day of feskott, saya dan kawan-kawan 'mandi' hujan. Kami sangat happy bila Blue Bison dinobatkan sebagai juara keseluruhan feskott. Tak sangka betul.


Speaking about feskott, suddenly it reminds me pasal Harry Potter. Dia dah ada kawan baru. Saya ada benda nak cakap kat Harry Potter. Hope dia baca entry saya. 
FYI, saya tak bencikan awak tau. Saya marah je, but now saya dah tak marah lagi. Saya bukannya tak try tegur awak. Just that, mulut saya jadi kaku bila nak tegur awak sebab saya tak boleh terima "ke-FAKE-an" awak. Maybe pada awak, awak tak fake but pada saya, jelas terpancar pada muka awak bahawasanya awak tu FAKE. (ayat sastera) 
Maaflah. Saya bukan nak tuding jari kat awak. Tak dinafikan saya pun salah jugak. Salah saya sebab saya terlalu berharap dengan awak. Tapi semua tu kerana awak bersikap terlalu sweet dengan saya. Awak dah lama tahu yang saya sukakan awak kan? Saya dah beritahu awak dalam Facebook, right? Awak dah lupa ke, ataupun awak buat-buat lupa? Anyway, just forget about it. Saya dah lupakan semua tu and apa yang pernah terjadi. Saya anggap kita tak pernah lepak pun sebelum ni so that mudah bagi saya untuk lupakan awak yang saya pernah anggap 'someone special'. Tapi maafkan saya sebab tak mudah untuk saya berkawan balik. Salah satu sebabnya ialah saya taknak jadi bahan umpatan kawan-kawan awak dalam Twitter lagi. Siapakah yang saya maksudkan tersebut? Jawapannya ada pada awak. Anyway, thanks for the memories. And also thanks for being so nice to me. I miss you. I mean the old you. Jaga elok-elok mug saya oke? Take care there. daa :)


Tukar topik !
Final ? Ohh my gucci ! Final dah dekat giler. Saya tak ready pun. Tapi saya dah lama bersedia untuk balik hometown saya. HAHA! I miss my mum, my dad and my sis. Saya rindu nak buat bising kat rumah tu. Nantikan kepulangan saya yee? HEHE ;p


Tukar Topik lagi !
Malam tadi (1st Maech 2012) ada potluck kat Dewan Utama. Mostly yang datang pakai baju feskott Blue Bison. Dinner yang sangat meriah dan makanan yang sangat sedap. Especially cake. Yummmmyyy! Saya sangat suka cake. Malangnya cake tu bukan untuk saya sorang. Lagi satu, ada satay. Perghh! Sedap giler.