Saturday, October 10, 2015

Bless Our Relationship O Lord

Dear Lord, 

I offer you this prayer, to help me with my current relationship situation. Please take away all the pain and hurt in my heart. Fill it with love, joy, patience, and understanding. Bless me and my partner, so that we may never surrender to whatever challenges that come our way. Fill our hearts with love for each other, and may you make each one of us realize each other's worth. Please touch the heart of my partner,fill it with much love for me. Make our complicated relationship become uncomplicated. I seek for your mercy and blessing that you may allow us to spend the rest of our lives with each other. Please make this feeling mutual for both of us. Lead us not into temptations. Guide us wherever we go. Always put us in each other's heart and mind. Thank you Lord for hearing my prayer. I love you. Amen

Friday, October 2, 2015

Relationship is Complicated

Why do we keep on fighting for the love and relationship we have with the one we love, but it seems like it's the "one side war" only? Seems like we're the only person who still wanna stay in this relationship but the other person keeps on saying they wanted to let us go for some unacceptable reason. What should the "wanna stay" person do? Should they just accept the "wanted to let go" request or just keep on fighting alone in love battlefield? Help...

Thursday, February 5, 2015

Throwback: Graduation Day!

May 21, 2013 (Tuesday)

First, congratulations to myself! I've battled through lengthy assignment, I've sat my examinations, made some good friends, and I've already participate in one of the most important and memorable days in my live - graduation.

Graduation was a fantastic way to mark three years of hard work paying off. It gave me an opportunity to celebrate with friends and family, course-mate and lecturer. The cap and gown and ceremony are full of such tradition and fill you with a sense of pride in your achievement and excitement at three years to come as a graduate. There's a lovely and emotional moment in the ceremony where you give a round of applause to family and friends who have helped get you to that point. When you've studied hard to get you diploma, and you and your family have spent lots of money to get you through three years, it's nice to have a day that is yours to celebrate and also to show your appreciation to those that got you there. What I meant here is not just the financial support and not just the monthly laundry runs, but for everything. And it makes your mum and dad really proud as well.

So be excited as you look forward to the 'real world', remember that, although times are hard and the job market can be difficult, there will be something out there for you (which I keep reminding myself everyday). Know that the hard work never stops and keep in mind the aims and ambitions that got you too and through university. Keep hold of friends who meant so much to you through university even as you all go your separate ways.

So, is this the end of school for me? Of course no! I have decied to continue study in Degree in Business, and then Master Degree, next is PhD. That is my dream. I hope I could live my dream someday. May God bless me. Amen.

Here are some photos of my family, my friend and I when we were graduated in Universiti Teknologi Mara (UiTM) in West Malaysia.

LIFE IS ABOUT LEARNING..... :) And my "learning" is not ends here. Hope so....if God is willing. Amen. So, good luck!

Wednesday, February 4, 2015

The Last Birthday

I wonder why my brother turned into someone I do not know. He wasn't like this before he met with his ex-wife. He was a good person, which I am sure he still the same person now.

Ever since he met with his ex-wife, he totally changed. Changed to someone who doesn't even know how to appreciate and treat a parents, who never think before he did something, who abandoned his own family, who looking for his parents whenever he's in troubled, who once made his own mother cried. But as a parents, they never hate their children. How bad their children are, how cruel their children are, parents will always love them and will try their best to help them as long as possible. Well, every parents love their children, right? Who doesn't?

Have you ever heard of "A mother able to take care of nine children, but nine children unable to take care of a mother"? Hmm, so renung-renungkanlah.

Anyway, back to topic, saya setiap hari berdoa semoga Tuhan berikan kesedaran pada abang saya supaya dia berubah. Saya bukan nak ceritakan keburukan sesiapa, saya cuma terkilan bila mengenangkan ibu dan ayah saya. Mereka sudah tua, of course mereka mahu berehat dan menikmati masa tua mereka. Saya tak nak lah abang saya terlambat untuk memperbetulkan kesalahannya nanti. Sementara ibu dan ayah masih ada, saya sangat berharap dan berdoa semoga abang menjadi seperti dulu. Menjadi anak yang mendengar kata ibu dan bapanya. Semoga Tuhan menjadikan doa saya kenyataan. Amen.

Monday, February 2, 2015

Happy 366 Days!

To my beloved boyfriend,

Happy 366 days together, sayang. I know this sounds cliche and people will annoyed when I bought a cake just for a couple anniversary, but I feel sooo sooooo sooooooooo happy that we've been together for a year. I've never been in one-year-relationship, maybe that is why I'm so excited. We've been apart for months and meeting just for a couple weeks. That is how a relationship goes. Being apart doesn't mean it's a bad thing. It's actually teach us how to be faithful and also strengthen our relationship.

Yea, we fight...we make up...we fight again...and make up again but that's not going to make us giving up. If God is for us, who can be against us? What else people can say? Right?

I can't wait to see you soon, sayang. And by the way, you owe me an anniversary celebration. And also, I hope our next anniversary, you will be here with me to celebrate it. May God bless our relationship. And may this relationship could go to the next level. Hihi :)

Your girlfriend,


Tuesday, January 27, 2015

A Baby For Mom and Dad

My parents do have a grandchildren. But the fact is they never get the chance to live with or raise any of them. They only get to see them once in a while. Which I think is the saddest part of being a grandparents. The moment they meet their grandchildren, I can see how happy they are. The way they smiled at the baby, the way they hold the baby, the way they looked at the baby..... I know, I can feel it. How I wish I am married now so that I could give them a grandchildren, just to make them a perfect grandparents. **sigh** Mom, Dad, saya akan sempurnakan hidup mak ayah dengan kehadiran seorang bayi suatu hari nanti. Mungkin dua orang, mungkin tiga, who knows. Semoga diperkenankan Tuhan, amen. God bless you both, Mom Dad. I love you.